The fact that we do not naturally accept this world full of injustice, suffering, sin, disease and death – this very fact of our outrage at evil is a clue that we are in touch with a standard of goodness by which we judge this world as defective, as falling drastically short of the mark. The fact that we judge something evil might even be developed into an argument for the existence of the standard of Perfect Goodness implied in our judgment, and thus for the existence of the God of perfect goodness whom evil’s existence seems to disprove.” (Tough Questions Leader’s Guide, WC, p. 41).
Timothy Keller writes in his book Walking with God through Pain and Suffering:There is a moral assumption in the minds and hearts of those who find suffering weakening their faith rather than strengthening it. The assumption is that God … has failed to do the right thing, that he has violated a moral standard. Evil is only evil if it contravenes a moral norm. When we say, “I can’t believe in a God who would allow this,” we are saying that God is somehow complicit with evil.
But this creates a conundrum for the skeptic who disbelieves in God. It is inarguable that human beings have moral feelings. A moral feeling means I feel some behavior is right and some behavior is wrong, and even repulsive. Now, if there is no God, where do such strong moral instincts come from? We can call this a conundrum because the very basis for disbelief in God – a certainty about evil and the moral obligation not to commit it – dissolves if there is no God. The ground on which you make your objection vanishes under your feet. So, not only does the argument against God from evil not succeed, but it actually has a “boomerang effect” on the users. Because it shows that you are assuming something that can’t exist unless God does. And so, in a sense, you are relying on God to make an argument against God. The most famous victim of this boomerang experience was C.S. Lewis (pp. 103-104). Keller refers the reader to C.S. Lewis’ classic Mere Christianity. I have found no one who reasons with such pure logic as Lewis. He writes how his atheism began to crumble because his own heart and mind that rebelled against our world’s unjustness also had to face up to “why” he felt and thought the way he did: “My argument against God was that the universe seemed so cruel and unjust. But how had I got this idea of just and unjust? A man does not call a line crooked unless he has some idea of a straight line.” Andrea Palpant Dilley was raised by medical missionaries in Kenya where her confrontation with “death and darkness” eventually led her not just to question, but jettison, her faith in God. She later wrote:“I left the church in part because I was mad at God about human suffering and injustice. And I came back to church because of that same struggle. I realized that I couldn’t even talk about justice without standing inside of a theistic framework … To talk about justice, you have to talk about objective morality, and to talk about objective morality, you have to talk about God” (Keller, p. 106).
My relative’s moral sensitivity in and of itself is a testimony to the existence of a moral and good God. Next time I want to move on to my third and fourth points. They involve a humble confession and a somewhat open-ended conclusion. Until then...