When Grant Falls was born in 2022, his parents, Laura and Seth, had a traumatic start to life with their son. His condition was far worse than they expected when the doctors noticed he had a heart problem in utero.
After he was born, Laura actually couldn’t see him until the day after his birth because of the immediate need to treat his heart defect. Seth took her in a wheelchair to the ICU.
“I was seeing double still,” she remembers, “and I got there, and I was like, ‘OK, so when are we going to a room?’ And they were like, ‘No, this is your room.’ The ICU. That picture was, like, 15 pumps of IVs hooked up to a little baby.”
Things intensified over the next two months as Grant had open-heart surgery, intubation, and was listed for a heart transplant.
“I struggled so much at the beginning wondering why,” she relates, “‘Why us? Why my baby?’ The movies aren’t like this. You just have the perfect birth, go home, and be with your baby and your family. That didn’t happen.”
But Laura also noticed other mothers going through similar situations. Her own experience had made her a bit of a veteran in the ICU.
“I think it was probably not even a month after we had already been there—our room was the very first room in the ICU,” she explained. “So, whoever came in, I would see coming in. I remember seeing the broken moms. At that point, I was a month or two months in. So, I started having a routine of what I was doing every day. I was able to function.
“But these people are coming in, and they’re also first-time moms, or are moms whose lives are flipped upside down. So, you’re just a zombie, and you’re learning the new medical language. Nothing makes sense anymore.”